Pain

This pain that i carry has done it once more
It has caused you pain, it ripped in and tore
Tore away the trust we once had
It left nothing inside but feelings that were sad

I dont know if tape could fix this for you
I dont know if glue could mend it like new
All i know is i still care about you

You said that you would never be hurt by me but i guess that is not true
I have done it to others and I have done it to you
You worried about me and what you would do
You have done nothing and that is true

All the pain that i have caused inside
I know you would just love to hide
I wish i could take away this pain that you feel
I wish i could mend it  and make it not real

My hands write this shaky, with thoughts of blood dripping long
I know this does nothing to help you inside
But maybe it will show you what i have not to hide

I wish we could work this out and fix the problems we have
I wish i could fix this and make nothing bad

Metal to flesh is the only recourse i have
And even that has been striped away from me
Leaving only these feelings i have
I made a promise to you that it would not happen again
I plan on keeping that promise and keeping it true

I hope one day you can believe me and confide in me as you did
I hope that we can fix this, and lay it to bed
I hope that this does not mean the end
All i can do is hope that you have the heart to let me fix and mend