Darkness for No One

Alone in the dark without a light to guide
Walking by myself, no one to comfort me

Those few who i care for are being ripped away as i speak
I live with a burden no one is fit to take
I carry something inside i do not want to share

No one deserves to have to put up with me
With my pain
My anguiseh
Or my misery

I hurt everyone that cares to even think of me
And in the process I gain more misery

It is hard to know that you cause so much pain
That you are walking destruction
And help is inveine.

My soul has been tortured by the things I have seen
I scream out in the night when no one can hear me

I want to go back inside to where i used to reside
I want to bottle it up so maybe i can survive
I want to leave everyone alone to maybe stop the pain
I want to feel nothing
I want to do nothing
Cry nothing
Or speak nothing

I want to wait for her, that person to unlock me
Who holds all the keyes and knows that I am me
The person that I know that i will not hurt
There person that can take away all of this pain
And make me feel good again

I sit in my room, feeling nothing inside
Hoping that one day
This place i shall not reside.
That i will be with her, the one that makes me feel good
And we will be able to love once again
And know it is true.